Fascination #7
I became a beautiful vampire girl in a different world, so I'm going to corrupt girls by “fascination” and destroy the country - Maidens who are being changed by brainwashing and bloodsucking.
Author: kiki
Raws: https://novel18.syosetu.com/n2498fn/
Part 2: Sheltering from the rain, escaping from the sun
Chapter 7: Casting a shadow
After breakfast, we ended up relaxing on the table while sipping tea.
Having nothing particularly interesting to share, I thought that it was a good time to ask the two girls.
"Why did the two of you escape from the waste town?"
"I don't know if Nunnally is aware, but did you hear that a soldier had been found dead in a city not too long ago?"
"Yes, I did-- we were told that the people from the waste town had died with him."
"That guy was one of my friends, so I got caught up in the mess. I ran away because they were going to kill me."
Hearing Eris talking about her death so easily, I understood that my vision of the waste town had not been mistaken after all.
However, I couldn't bring myself to despise these girls for that. This situation was the responsibility of the nobles and of ordinary citizens like us, who had abandoned them in isolation without securing enough manpower to maintain security.
"If Nunnally hadn't picked me up, I would be dead right now. Thanks a lot."
"No, you don't have to thank me. I only did what was expected of a clergyman."
I really wanted to throw up for saying that while pretending to be good person.
Why do I refuse to admit my faults, I who had already abandoned someone from the waste town? Will I always try to pretend to be a good person?
In the first place, I am not even a clergyman.
"Onee-sama?"
Eris called for Chigusa, snapping me back to the present when I was lost in my own thoughts.
It was then that I noticed that Chigusa, who should have been sitting in front of me, had disappeared.
Before I could begin to look for her, my body was once again embraced from behind by that girl.
Her body was cool, but strangely enough, I could feel the pulse of life in it.
Holding me more tightly, she laid her palm on mine.
She must have looked at my expression and thought that I was depressed.
Even if that was probably the case, and that she was honestly trying to comfort me, I couldn't help but remember what had happened the night before.
Eris's gasps leaking from the room, and then-- Chigusa must have been there too.
"Really now... Onee-sama really likes skinship."
"Eris always smiles when I do this, so I thought that Nunnally would stop feeling sad and smile."
"Did I really have such a face?"
"Yes, you did. You looked lonely and depressed."
"Is...... that so. Then... well... th-thank you very much. However, I am......."
"Are you not used to this?"
When she whispered this into my ear, a chill went down my spine.
This colorful voice, which had disgusted me mere minutes before, must have become familiar to me. This must have been why I found it so comforting.
The shuddering tickle that came from our skin touching each other was so alluring that I wanted to entrust my body to her.
Was this a normal thing?
Rather than thinking about the pros and cons of Chigusa's actions, I wondered if I was going insane.
"Nunnally, are you perhaps lonely? "
"I am...... lonely?"
As she stroked my hands with her fingertips, Chigusa told me so.
I had never even thought about it-- her voice, sweet like honey, was seeping into my mind.
However, I still have my own will.
I shook my head, denying her suggestion.
"I am not lonely, everyone in the city is always looking out for me."
"I see, the city people are. For example, what do you usually talk about?"
"What do you mean by that?"
"I... am not really a sister. I had nowhere to go, so I went ahead and took residence in this abandoned church, and before I knew it, I had become a fake clergyman to whom people could go and seek advice on their problems."
If people knew that the reason I had lost my home was a failed elopement-- would the city people still idolize me?
Could I, who lived with this secret, and only enjoyed the benefits, be really called a clergyman?
"In other words, at the moment, you live by giving advice on their problems?"
"That's... correct. That is what has been happening."
"Love is something that should be shared freely, and give-and-take is not a real connection. As I thought, Nunnally is lonely."
"T-that's not true, I am--"
"The fact that you are so desperate to justify yourself is proof. Deep down, you wish for someone you would be able to communicate with unconditionally."
Although I have been living in this place for so long and was close to a lot of people, there was no one I could call my friend.
When you thought about it, then indeed-- what Chigusa said might be the truth.
I was lonely.
I, who had been living in this vast church on my own, was lonely........
However, it was only because I hadn't found someone to fill my loneliness.
Or did I think that she, who was whispering sweetly in my ears, would become that someone for me?
"If you honestly admit it, you might find that a solution is closer than you think. Please don't be too hard on yourself, Nunnally."
When she said that, Chigusa removed her body from me at once, and went back to her original seat.
"Eh? Ah, yes......."
To Chigusa, who acted differently than I expected, I could only give a few words.
....... What was I expecting just now?
Had she just been comforting me?
Because the two of them had that sort of relationship, I had expected to be targeted as well.
As I was about to sink back into self-loathing following that selfish though, Chigusa, as if she could see right through me, said to me as she sat down on her chair.
"If it gets too hard, please let me know again. I can hug you at much as you want."
"If Onee-sama is not here, then I'm also fine with it, Nunnally."
I ignored my desire to immediately ask for one, and instead thanked them with a weak smile.
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After that, our life together began in earnest.
Maybe because they came from the waste town, the two of them were not very keen on appearing in front of anyone but me. Instead, they focused on working exclusively behind the scenes, doing the cleaning, the laundry, the cooking, and so on.
Because there were three us of us, food inevitably ran out faster, though fortunately the two of them had small appetite. On the plus side however, household chores had become much easier, which had been very helpful for me.
However, there was also a problem.
Eris had said that Chigusa liked skinship, and while I guess there wasn't any special meaning to it, I couldn't help but be reminded of last night's incident.
I wondered how Chigusa felt about me.
After eating dinner and taking a bath, when I was relaxing in my room, I heard someone knocking on my door.
After I invited them in, Chigusa, who seemed to have just fished taking a bath, came in.
Moist skin, damp black hair and flushed skin.
A mysterious sex appeal emanated from her.
"What's the matter, Chigusa?"
She smiled silently.
She approached me as I was sitting on the bed, reached for my cheeks and wrapped her slightly cold hands around them.
The way she was touching me as if she was kissing me made my temperature rise all at once.
While I didn't mind being hugged from behind, as expected, I couldn't bear to be touched from the front.
When I reached for my cheek to try to gently shake her hand away-- I found myself laying my hand on her, rather than shaking it off.
I couldn't hide my bewilderment at my body, which was behaving contrary to my will.
In the meantime, thinking that I had given her the permission to touch me, Chigusa's face gradually got closer and close. Just as we were about to touch, I squeeze my eyes shut.
And then--
*Bump*
Something hard hit my forehead.
I timidly opened my eyes, and found Chigusa with her eyes closed, our forehead touching each other.
"Nunnally, thank you for your hard work today too."
With a smile, she praised me for today.
Aah.... she went out of her way to come here to say such kind words.
Why.... Why was I so wary of her?
Chigusa got away from my forehead, and had a troubled look when she saw my expression.
Of course, I had been the one to warp her good intentions.
"....... I am sorry, I guess I have embarrassed you again."
Hearing Chigusa apologize so sincerely, my guilt could only keep growing.
"No, I am the one in the wrong. Chigusa is only thinking about me and always work hard for my sake....... And yet all I've done is to doubt you."
"Doubt?"
"........ Because you are a resident of the waste town, I may have been discriminatory."
To make amends, I honestly revealed my feelings.
I would have been completely natural if she decided not to forgive me.
However--
"If that's the case, then I don't blame you. We were the ones who suddenly barged in. To be distressed by something like this, I think Nunnally is very kind."
She did not denounce me at all. Rather, with a gentle hug, she told me that I was kind.
She was much more suited to be a clergyman than I could ever be.
A soft, tender body, and a unique sweet fragrance that makes your body feel hot.
No longer hesitating, I let myself fall into the comfort of the room.
Until she had to leave the room because Eris would miss her otherwise, we hugged each other on the bed.
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During that night, I woke up by chance-- no, I woke up naturally under the pretext that I was thirsty.
And before stopping by the kitchen, I wandered over to the room where Chigusa and Eris were supposed to be sleeping.
Filled with guilt, as if I were desacralizing a sanctuary, I slowly reached for the door with shaky steps, so as not to creak the floor.
"Haaa.... Aaa......"
Unable to contain myself, I let out a muffled exhale, and leaned my ear against the door.
The sounds coming from inside-- made more vivid when I was this close. It felt as if I was one of the participants in the room.
"Onee-sama..... There, don't......"
"Eris is so cute. There, you are a good girl, so you will withdraw that hand."
"Onee-samaaa....."
This night once again, Chigusa and Eris made love.
Hearing only sounds and voices, I didn't know what they were doing. Nonetheless, it was more than enough stimulation to drive me crazy.
Inevitably, my cheeks naturally flushed.
My body hot, my ears and neck flushed, hugging my own shoulders and sticking my ears to the door with a trembling breath.
For sure, I must have been in in a state of ecstasy unbecoming of a clergyman.
Even if I understood this, I would not stop.
"I love you, Eris. We will be together forever and ever. I will adore you for eternity."
Aaah..... How enviable.
Thinking that from the bottom of my heart, I stayed next to their room until their affair was over.
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