Fascination ss1
I became a beautiful vampire girl in a different world, so I'm going to corrupt girls by “fascination” and destroy the country - Maidens who are being changed by brainwashing and bloodsucking.
Author: kiki
Raws: https://novel18.syosetu.com/n2498fn/
Part 3: A crimson dress for the bride
Idle talk 1: The reverie never ends (first part)
My world was very small.
All I could do was sit quietly and look outside the gloomy room that served as my cage.
Since I hardly went outside, I didn't have any friends, and thus Relie-onee-chan was everything to me.
My father and my mother were also kind to me. However, their work didn't seem to going going well lately, so they would often fight when onee-chan was not there.
Although they never hit me, they wouldn't come to my room as much as they used to, and would sometimes be very cold whenever we talked.
Similarly, the way they would look at me became very cold, which was very painful.
The space I needed to live was small, and yet, it seemed that I had to be worth something to justify it.
If so, then why was I born? I asked the stars every night, but no one would answer me.
It must have been because I did not shine at all.
People with no value did not shine, so it was no wonder that the stars would not find them either.
If onee-chan hadn't been in my family, onee-chan would have never found me.
She had found me not because I was glowing, because I just happened to be beside her.
Without such fortune, I couldn't be ever found by anyone.
"Onee-chan, why are you leaving.........?"
But onee-chan was going to marry Dick.
She would join a family I did not belong to, in this house, and I would remain in this house, a burden to a father and a mother who did not need me.
I could understand the reasons in my mind. Dick was rich, so if she married that man, the situation of our household would be easier.
In fact-- since her marriage with Dick had been decided, Father and Mother had stopped fighting and started to look at me warmly again.
But I only found it even more painful.
Because, even if I didn't like it, I was made aware that my worth to my father and mother was only money in the end.
Onee-chan was the only one who hadn't changed.
As long as onee-chan was still there, then I could bear with it.
"Don't go, onee-chan. Forever mine.... my onee-chan for me alone--"
Even if I kept muttering it in this dark room, onee-chan would be gone eventually.
In that case, maybe I should just disappear.
Filled with grief, I was seriously contemplating it.
"Milly, you poor thing."
The voice of an unknown woman echoed in my room, where no one but me should have been.
"Who's there !?"
I hurriedly looked at the door and the window, but neither were open.
Thus, no one should have been able to enter this room.
Then, some of the darkness filling the room began to undulate like a liquid and took shape.
I could only stare at the scene in amazement.
I didn't understand what was going on, and wondered if I was perhaps dreaming.
Eventually, the shadow transformed into a beautiful-- a very beautiful dark-haired woman with red eyes shining in the darkness, who then politely bowed toward me.
"Good evening, Milly. I am the Demi-Vamp Chigusa, and I am here to devour you."
"To eat..... me?"
"Yes, I saw a beautiful shining star in the gloomy night, and I wanted to get it no matter what."
A shining star....... me?
I was the first time anyone other than onee-chan had said such a thing to me.
"As kindred spirits, why not be affectionate?"
"Ah......"
As I gazed into those eyes that seemed to see through everything, I was unable to move, as if I were bound.
Then, she lifted my chin, and we pressed lips together--
I could have shaken her off and screamed for help with I had wanted to.
However, I closed my eyes and accepted her.
Being a half-vampire, or coming to eat me, none of this mattered-- instead, I was overjoyed that someone who needed me had finally shown up.
Gently, a much softer and gentler sensation that I had expected touched my lips.
........ My first kiss had a slight scent of blood.
"Are you happy to kiss a woman you don't know?"
Chigusa said with a bewitching smile as we parted lips.
I was aware that it wasn't right.
But...... more than that--
"I was happy that you wanted me. Until now, no one but onee-chan had ever needed me."
"I see......... what terrible people, leaving such an adorable girl alone."
My body was embraced by this woman, and my head was buried in her ample bosom.
Her body temperature was a little cold, perhaps due to her nature as a vampire.
But the lack of body heat was of little importance to me, and I could only feel that was I hugged by someone with blood flowing in her body.
I had been a long time since someone had hugged me.
My heart felt calm, and nothing unpleasant came to mind at all.
If it made me feel this much better, then I wanted someone to hold me all the time.
However-- I was already 13, and thus I couldn't possibly ask onee-chan to spoil me.
Therefore, she was the only one who could hold me now.
"Um, Chigusa?"
"Nn?"
"Are you...going to eat me?"
"Yes, I will eat you eventually, but I need to do a lot of preparation before. Therefore......"
I didn't know what this preparation was all about, but I had one expectation in my heart.
Even if I could only be with this person until this preparation was over.
Even if the end result was my death, I was willing to give my life in exchange for the happiness I would gain until then.
No, rather, I wanted to offer my life to this person.
"Until then, I will come to see you every night."
I couldn't repress a smile at those words.
"What a funny little girl, laughing when told she would be eaten."
"Nn....... it's fine if I am weird. If there is someone who needs me, I don't mind dying."
I rubbed my cheeks against her chest.
It smelled sweet.
It wasn't like when my mother and onee-chan used to hold me when I was a child.
The smell was more intense, like a forbidden fruit, and made my head spin just by taking it in.
◇◇◇
As promised, Chigusa began to appear from the following day.
On the previous night, she hugged me and touched my body during the whole time.
I could still feel, even now, Chigusa's touch on my body, and just knowing that was enough to make me feel hot.
I was looking forwards to spending time with Chigusa so much that I decided to take more naps today so that I could stay awake for as long as possible.
With the obvious exception of the time when my sister came to me, I probably slept through most of the rest of the time.
"Milly, did something good happen to you?"
Perhaps because I was in such a good mode, onee-chan looked at me, curious, and asked me this question.
Still, as expected, I couldn't tell her about Chigusa's existence.
After much deliberation, I could only give a vague answer.
"I had a wonderful dream."
"Really? What kind of dream?"
"Mmmm........ a warm, fluffy and pleasant dream?"
"Fufufu, what's this, I have no idea what this mean."
In the end, onee-chan laughed and did not pursue the matter further.
I had lied to my most important sister.
For the first time ever, my heart was pounding with excitement.
I was doing something wrong.
I shouldn't... I knew I shouldn't but-- now that I knew how good it felt, I couldn't go back anymore.
◇◇◇
Chigusa came to see me that night as well.
It was the third time we met.
I was so infatuated with her that I no longer cared what she did to me, and today as well, my heart racing, I was waiting for the view from my window to turn black.
"Good evening, Milly."
When I heard that voice come from the middle of nowhere, my heart skipped a beat.
"Chigusa....... I missed you."
"You said the same thing yesterday, didn't you?"
"Today, I missed you much more that yesterday! I think about Chigusa all the time when I am awake, and I even dream about you all the time when I sleep!"
"I am so happy to see that Milly likes me so much."
I pressed her to get out of the shadows and get into my bed.
Chigusa gave me a hopeless smile and sat down next to me.
Our shoulders were touching each other.
I would be happy to die for that alone, but if possible, I would like for us to touch much more.
"Hey, Chigusa, when are you going to eat me?"
"It is too early, you are not ripe yet."
"But, I have already prepared myself? Chigusa can eat me whenever she wants."
"Do you want me to eat you that much?"
"Nn, I mean..... this way, I can become a part of Chigusa, right? Then, we will be together forever, won't we?"
"However, you won't be with your favorite sister?"
"That.... I will be sad but.... But onee-chan will be gone anyway."
Her marriage with Dick was imminent.
It was happening in a faraway place where I had no say, and because I was stuck in my cage, I could only tell onee-chan my feelings when she came to visit me once in a while.
But when I told onee-chan that I wanted her to stay with me forever, she would always give me a troubled look.
I had long realized that onee-chan had gained someone much more important than me.
"Milly, come here."
Chigusa noticed my sad face and invited me with open arms.
I sat on her thighs and we embraced each other face-to-face.
Because I was smaller, my body fitted perfectly and I reached up to Chigusa's face.
Chigusa's body is very soft, and holding her feels very good and fills my heart with warmth.
However, Chigusa doesn't just hug me.
She also taught me much, much more pleasant things--
With eyes moist with anticipation, I stared into those deep red eyes that seemed to swallow everything.
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トロイメライ : Träumerei (german) : reverie
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